How time flies and it is already the 2nd month of 2021. I was so busy that I neglected my blog and to make matter worse, I have been sick for the last few days. Thank goodness it is not flu or cough but other ailments that I will not talk about. Finally, I decided to sit down and get started on my blog again. It is good to see other CD bloggers like Isabelle and Gin started to update their blogs again. Not much have been happening these days or weeks as I hardly got time to CD. Really missed the experience around the end of last year.
Anyway, just to continue from my previous post about breast form, fake vagina and secret lair. I will talk about my semi out-of-closet encounter with another fellow CD. This is not made up but a true incident. In fact, I am not sure if I have the courage to do it again. What does it mean by semi out-of-closet? Well, this episode happened around early August last year.
A fellow CD messaged me on Facebook Messenger one fine day and and we started to chat. In fact, we had previously added each other as friends on another platform, Fetlife. We exchanged messages with each other for quite a period of time. The messages exchanged are friendly and I sense that this fellow CD is sincere. She proposed that I dressed out and have an outing with her. However, I have been a closet CD all these while and I was not confident to dress out and face the world. She said that now that wearing of face mask is mandatory, people will not be able to recognise us if we dressed out. I dismissed her requests as I am not comfortable to dress out to the public as my body build will betray me straight away. I am too stout to be a female and people can tell immediately that I am a crossdresser.
Up till this stage, all my social media photos are either without my head or even when it is with my head, I would censored my face. The reason was that I am still not ready to face the world even with a make-up face. Not many have seen my CD face except only a few closer CDs sisters whom I shared my make-up face photos with initially and this CD sister was one of them. After much persuasion and considering, I decided to take the plunge and meet up this CD sister since we had been chatting with each other for close to 2 months and I felt bad that I kept turning down her request to meet up and dress out. After much planning and discussion through FB messenger and we decided to have a short meetup at my secret lair instead.
On the day of meetup, I was really excited as this is first time I am meeting up another Crossdresser in person. I remembered clearly it was a Friday and I managed to leave work on time around 5pm and gotten some drinks and snacks for my guest before rushing down to my secret lair. Once I reached my secret hideout, I prepared myself my wearing the breast form and fake vagina as I want to feel like a lady. I donned on my make-up and tried to make it as perfect as possible but I was having some issues with my fake eyelashes. It took me quite a while to make-up, I think I took almost one and a half hour to get everything up. I decided to wear a white long sleeve shirt, a black blazer, a black skirt and skin coloured tights. I added on accessories such as a neck ribbon and a black net headpiece to complete my looks. For the wig, I decided to choose my shoulder length wig as I feel that it looks better on me.
I waited patiently for the sister to come by. At around 7pm, she told me that she was on her way. I was thrilled with excitement as this is considered my first semi-out-of-closet experience. In the midst of waiting, I decided to take a selfie using my mobile phone. This was my first official selfie and I quite like what I see, hence, I decided to upload it onto Facebook and this became my avatar for all my social media such as FB, IG and Twitter.
The sister arrived at around 8pm, I opened the door and invited her into my secret lair. It is not big but I managed to show her my costumes and heels collection and so on. I passed her one of my old breast form that I had gotten from WISH as I had a better version from Eyung and I do not need any spare; It is good for me to do some housekeeping also as I managed to pass a leotard that I cannot fit in to her. I offered her a drink and a seat and we both just sit and chatted. At around 9pm, I told this sister that I need to go off as I will need some time to remove my make-up and pack up my secret lair before going home. It is not good to stay out so late on a Friday night as I do not want my wife to suspect. We bid farewell to each other and I immediately clean up my make-up and put my garments for drying before heading home.
It was an interesting and memorable first time meeting another crossdresser in my secret lair but I am not sure if I have to courage to do this again. Hopefully I will grow to more confident and have more appropriate dresses that I can dress out without been too conspicuous... Well, maybe, just maybe...
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