Sorry for not blogging as regularly as I should have. April and May have been quite a busy period for me. It has been close to five months into the 2024 and I hope that it has been good so far for you my readers... Unfortunately for me, this year has not been as smooth sailing as I wanted it to be. Generally, things are moving but I am facing more head winds than usual. I will not elaborate more but just summarized as a few points. Family planning was pushed back for a later period (not surprised). My reluctantness and anxiety whenever my wife said she is fertile. My family members and relatives going into hospital due to old age and illnesses... These are really draining my energy, time and enthusiasm to CD as Francesca despite I have a newer and bigger lair to CrossDress now...
Guess it is just one of those low tide periods of my life that I have to embrace and hold fast. I do apologise for my rant. I normally try not to blog about my personal life or problems on my blog but somehow, with all these happenings, it does affect Francesca as my alter self hardly got to mood to CD and let Francesca out...
Anyway, enough of those gloomy thoughts and unhappy feelings, I just thought of sharing a Facebook post posted by Joyce aka Miss Y some time at the start of this year. Joyce has a nice and interesting way of expressing her thoughts and feelings after each interaction or studio shoot session with the different CrossDressers who engaged her CD package. After each CD session, Joyce will usually ask for permission from the CD sister before posting the photos from the session on social media such as Facebook. She will then pen down her encounter with the CD sister and also her own reflection together with the photos. Those posts published by her on Facebook are really interesting to read as she described her impression and also her feeling about that CD sister. This is what a lot of CD sisters look forward to actually besides the photos. Writing such reflection and feeling is not an easy feat but Joyce still took the effort to do it for each of the CD sisters who visited her. This is what make each visit to her studio so captivating.
Joyce is someone who is really caring and true, she is someone who really allows me to open my inner heart to her. Through this tough period, I did confined in her and she offered me words of comfort and encouragement. I was truly blessed to have known her.
After our interaction, Joyce decided to write a review post about Francesca which I find really reflected my inner most feeling. Thank you so much Miss Y (Joyce) for the write-up. The original post in Facebook can be found here. You can read the extract below.
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她，是美丽的 Francesca
她，是工作室的顾客
她，也是姑娘的朋友。
一年前，Francesca 来工作室体验过室内一日女装体验之后，对我印象深刻，我也对她印象深刻。回去后她念念不忘，写了好长的blog关于她来到工作室的一切体验感受。之后也经常会把合适的衣服、鞋子送给工作室，为了能再来体验，更是费尽心思想办法前来马六甲。
今年聚会，她毫不犹豫报名参与了，聚会之后她还趁机预约拍了婚纱专辑。
Francesca 对她的身份极为重视，是我少数敬佩的变装者之一。对自身服装的品味、款式都有特定的要求，对手套丝袜穿搭更是有足够多的知识，工作室的手套与丝袜好多都是她赠送的，估计她的收藏之多可以与服装店并比了。。。
Francesca 这角色并非一般穿上女装拍拍照上传然后等人家称赞满足虚荣心就结束了，她还拥有很多变装者没有的灵魂。至于你们问我什么叫有灵魂的变装者，我实在说不上来，但有些人变装就纯属色欲与虚荣心作祟，对我来说这就是没有灵魂。
Francesca 给我的感觉和大部分变装者不同，她很尊重这身份，也很爱惜这身份。除了她人很好很亲切之外，这是让我愿意更近一步与她接触的原因。
但是，
现实生活中的男性身份的他与变装后的 Francesca有很大差别，他压抑、容易焦虑、过度反应。
她说就是因为这样才会有慧心（Francesca）的出现。
即使他与她都有着相同的本质，善良，亲切，随和，但 Francesca 则多了一份高贵、优雅、自信。
我知道很多姐妹变装后都会与原来的自己有差异，除了样貌上的变化，行为与性格也会出现差别。
找不到内在力量，不信任自己，利用发展出来的另一个身份来满足与展现自身的渴望与期待，但其实那力量与能力本来就属于自己，只是自己看不见。
祝福看见这篇贴文的姐妹，与我们最友好姐妹 Francesca 的另一个他，慢慢找回内在力量，给自己滋养，满足对自己的期待。
Francesca，要越来越美哦！要写更多blog来分享你精彩的变装历程故事！期待下次的见面。
Translated using Google Translate with edits from me:
"She is the beautiful Francesca
She is a customer of the studio
She is also my (Miss Y's) friend.
A year ago, after Francesca came to the studio to experience a one-day indoor women's clothing experience, she was deeply impressed by me, and I was also deeply impressed by her. After returning home, she never forgot about it and wrote a long blog post about her experience in the studio. After that, she would often give suitable clothes and shoes to the studio. In order to experience it again, she even tried her best to find ways to come to Malacca again.
She signed up to participate in this year's gathering without hesitation. After the gathering, she even took the opportunity to make an appointment to shoot a wedding album.
Francesca takes her identity extremely seriously and is one of the few cross-dressers I admire. She has specific requirements for the taste and style of her own clothing, and she has enough knowledge about wearing gloves and stockings. Many of the gloves and stockings in the studio were donated by her. It is estimated that her collection can be as large as that of clothing stores as compared...
The character of Francesca is not just someone who puts on women's clothes, takes photos, uploads them and waits for praise to satisfy her vanity. She also has a soul that many cross-dressers don't have. As for you asking me what a cross-dresser with a soul is, I really can’t tell you, but some people cross-dress purely out of lust and vanity. To me, this means they have no soul.
Francesca gives me a different feeling from most cross-dressers. She respects and cherishes this identity. Apart from the fact that she is very nice and kind, this is the reason why I am willing to get closer to her.
But,
There is a big difference between him as a man in real life and Francesca after cross-dressing. He is depressed, prone to anxiety, and overreacts.
She said that it was because of this that Francesca appeared.
Even though he and she have the same essence, kindness, kindness, and easy-going, Francesca is more noble, elegant, and confident.
I know that many sisters will be different from their original selves after cross-dressing. In addition to changes in appearance, there will also be differences in behavior and personality.
Unable to find inner strength, distrusting oneself, and using another identity developed to satisfy and demonstrate one's own desires and expectations, but in fact, that power and ability originally belong to oneself, but one cannot see it.
I wish the sisters who saw this post that the other side of our friendliest sister Francesca will slowly find their inner strength, nourish themselves, and meet their expectations for themselves.
Francesca, hope you keep getting more and more beautiful! Hope that you will write more blogs to share your wonderful cross-dressing journey stories! Looking forward to meeting next time."
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I do apologised for the poorly translated text but I feel that the essence of what Joyce was trying to convey is better to be read in its original form, which is Chinese. Cheers and stay happy.
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