My CD Journey (Part 9) - Breast Form and Fake Vagina [Key to Voluptuous Figure]

I have been going really slow with my blogging these days. Maybe I lose the enthusiasm that I had when I first started blogging, and this is like my 20 over posts and there are not many people visiting my blog these days except a few of my closer CD friends. 😊 But I feel that it is alright as I am quite a private person to start of with and I wanted my CD persona to be more closet. Initially, I shared my blog address on my Twitter and my Instagram but I was having visitors from overseas and I feel uncomfortable about it, hence I removed the address except on my Facebook.

Anyway, I cannot believe that I am already into Part 9 of My CrossDressing Journey. Isabelle updated her blog to Part 7 of her CD Journey, so I guess she will constantly update when she feels like it or when there are new progress in her CD persona. I think I will do the same likewise and I will probably go slow with my CD journey posting as all the stories so far has lead to this stage... I was contemplating about having a separate post to talk about Breast Form and how to select them, but I just realised that it was part of my CD process of discovery, so I will share it on this post instead.

Continuing from my previous post talking about my self-discovery of cosmetics and also my quest to revamp the secret lair. A few things were in my head at that time, I was pondering how to go about changing my secret lair to be like really a personalized, livable private space to dress up and I was also thinking on how to make myself look and feel more feminine in term as a whole, not just the face but also in terms of figure. I realised that, in order to be more female like, I will also need to create a figure that helps to accentuate the assets of a woman, that means I need to have breasts and a nice hips. 

Typically, a male figure tends to be more top heavy (unless he has a belly), and for a female figure, the body shape tends to be hourglass shape where the boobs and hips are bigger than the waist, therefore leading to an hourglass figure. Hence in order to be more feminine, I will need a breast form and hip pad. However, being a starting CrossDresser, I did not intend to go so deep in initially as it can be quite expensive get breast form and hip pad. How I achieve "breast" in the beginning phase was to stuff pantyhose rolled up into a ball and padded them under my bra and on top of my nipples... It does feel kind of arousing...

So, taking another step forward into the world of CD, I started reading up and looking at how other CrossDressers managed to create cleavage without the use of expensive breast form and I happened to come across a YouTube video showing a CD using two sets of Nu-bra to create cleavage. The video below is not the original but I cannot remember where I saw the original version that is much clearer. I believe the CD in the video is also a Singaporean but I just cannot remember her name. Anyway, I tried ordering some Nu-bras from WISH and did what was shown in the video. The Nu-bra did managed to create some volume around my breast but it is definitely a far-cry from getting a feminine figure that I was expecting. However, it is good for a start as the Nu-bras did let me feel how was it to have extra meat around the chest area.

After using the Nu-bra method for a while, I noticed that there was a problem. I tend to perspire a lot when I was CDing at home even with my aircon on, therefore it is quite hard for the Nu-Bra to stick on. So, I decided to bite the bullet and considered investing in a proper breast form. One day, while browsing through WISH app, I saw some breast forms that are quite reasonable priced, so I decided to give it a try and order a D-cup with silicone filling for a start. After much waiting and anticipation, the breast form arrived 2 weeks later and I tried it on. Initially, when I saw the breast form, I was quite excited and thrilled. However, after putting on, I realised that it was quite difficult for me to put it on as it is too heavy and tight. The breasts were not positioned correctly (or maybe I did not put on correctly) but I believe the weight of the silicone weighs the breast down so much that it looks abnormal. Not deterred by my first experience, I decided to order a C-cup using cotton filling instead. The breast form came and I tried on, it was so much better than the D cup version in terms of shape and looks. However, I guess I was still not accustomed to wearing breast form as the material felt kind of stiff, so I just stash it aside and never really wear it again. Adding on to those demerits, I feel that the features and looks of the breast form has not achieve that realistic looks that I was hoping for, or maybe I was not really into it...

Ended up, the best "breast form" I got accustomed to so far was a bra-type breast form. It feels quite real in terms of the weight and it added more meat onto my chest area. Nonetheless, after some persuasion from a fellow CD, I started to look into breast form again as she said that all those breast form that I got previously were from 3rd party and they do not use medical silicone, that is why they feel and look fake. This time, she recommended me to check out the breast forms from a more reputable source such as Eyung. I started browsing the collection that they have and was quite amazed with the range of products. My CD friend also recommended me to consider a fake vagina brief to feel more feminine... I was a bit hesitant initially but since I was already going in so deep, I thought I might as well check it out.   

The pricing of the breast form and fake vagina brief are not cheap, so I waited for TaoBao June 18 (6.18) sale and gotten it for a good price. They still cost like over SGD$100 each, however, I must say, the feel and quality is good. The medical silicone feels more flesh and skin like and the shape of the D-cup breasts was so much better than the one I ordered from WISH. I tried putting them on and it felt so good. At that moment, I felt like I was transform into a woman, with breasts, vagina and nice buttocks. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw that with the breast form, it really helped to bring out the figure as I had a stomach (it is not flat, I got a bit of belly fats) and the D-cup breasts helped me to achieve a voluptuous figure... For the fake vagina, it looked so real and when putting it on, I pretended that I was a woman. It really make me feel so feminine, desirable and vulnerable all at the same time... While the fake vagina has added more silicone at the butt area, there is still room for improvement around the hip area. I checked out Eyung website and realised that they do have hip pads too... Maybe I should consider that in the future...

After I gotten the Eyung breast form and fake vagina, I decided to do a wardrobe revamp in order to keep my stash to a minimal. I threw away the D-cup 3rd party breast form as I think it was quite poorly made but I gave the C-cup 3rd party breast form to another CD friend who dropped by my secret lair for a visit (more about that next time). Before I end this post, my advice for those who are still contemplating about investing on a breast form, if you really want to achieve a nice figure, then invest in a good quality one from those more well-known stores, once and for all. I guaranteed you, you will not look back and regret. It really beats any cheap 3rd party type and it feels really good. Just have to learn the proper handling and care, and it should last you quite long. 

Anyway, sorry it took me so long to update my blog as this is the year end festive seasons and I just have no mood for anything. To end off, Happy CD-ing and Seasons Greetings. Cheers.