I have decided to follow what Isabelle did as she tends to write a reflection about her CrossDressing journey for that year on the last day. Since I got some time on hand, I decided to just look back at Francesca’s CD Journey for the whole of 2022.
I guess 2022 started quite plainly for Francesca. I seriously did nothing much this year except that occasional binge buying of ice-skating leotards and a few other clothing and CD stuff. I guess I was very much busy with my new work and picking up new hobbies and that really drained my time off from CDing. The number of times I visited my secret lair dropped drastically. I would usually visit it like at least once a week but for this year, I hardly step in, except that occasional few times when I need to hide my shipment of new clothing.
There was a couple of time where I wanted to dress out during the night, following my first dress out session with W back on Dec 2021 but I decided to pull out last minute as I was having hard time finding a pair of heels that I can walk in plus I feel that I still very much walked like a guy and it is a tell sign that I am not a female… I also have been chatting with other CDs on Facebook and Instagram and thought of meeting them up. However, timing has been an issue as I was quite caught up these days...
As I hardly got time to visit and enjoy my lair, the thought of downsizing my secret base did cross my mind actually. I was even contemplating about sharing or subletting my lair out to other CDs to reduce the overhead. I PMed some of the other CDs to understand about their rental cost and trying to work out something. I ended up just browsing Commercial Guru website again to lookout for a smaller place that will suit my current lifestyle. As I hardly crossdress throughout main bulk of this year due to my busyness, the thought of purging and giving up CD came my mind but I quickly dismissed that thought and chose to leave everything in my lair and visiting it like once or twice a month. That is why even my blog came to a standstill with hardly update at all. I do get visitors from Isabelle’s blog referral because of my posting on renting of Storage Space or Commercial Space but there is hardly any update at all.
In term of my alternate life, family planning discussion was on the table and started to look at this matter with my wife and that further eat into the time for Francesca to dress up. Things are still not spicing up with my wife, it still lack passion and tease unfortunately and there are things that I will not share openly here but I will just summary it as consummation is not an enjoyable deed for her despite everything I tried… Enough of that, with so many things on my plate, I hardly got time and mood to dress up as Francesca.
Things are getting stagnated as I just go with the flow of life by focusing on my new work. I feel really guilty for not dressing up as I am just neglecting Francesca’s inner voice and needs… However, as the month of November and December draws nearer, with all the hustle and bustle winding down. I started to get a bit of my “ME” time. That is when I stumbled across a FB CD friend named Micky who shared some of her photos taken at a CD friendly studio, Miss Y Studio. The price for the packages offered by the studio are really attractive as it will not burn a hole in my wallet and it is just up in Malacca. Despite I have not been up to Malaysia for a decade or more, I still decided to check it out and the rest were history.
The real activities for Francesca started in the month of November and December as I began a makeover, starting with skin tag removal, trying out contact lens and hair removal from my legs and armpits. All these for my finale, the CD studio visit. It was my solo trip to the land aboard and also visiting a CD studio as a guy. That was definitely the highlight for Francesca this year and it was really one bold step that I took. Really a memorable experience. Looking back, this has been one of the best things I have done so far for Francesca and I do look forward to more visits to Miss Y Studio.
Of course, with so many activities happening, my blog began breathing again and started coming alive after a long hiatus with almost 8 blogs post in the month of December alone.
Looking forward to 2023, I really wish I can have more free time to be Francesca, focus more on my health by losing more weight, eating right and healthy, and of course, the occasional pampering with hair removal and possibly facial and skin care (hope my pocket is deep enough). I will like to buy more outdoor clothes for Francesca as most of her collection are either leotards or cheongsams. I needed something more common, like a nice one piece dress.
In this brand new year, I wish I have the courage to take the next step forward by starting to really dress out as Francesca and of course, I do look forward to another visit to Miss Y Studio, that is definitely in my plan, maybe I will take on her other packages such as “Pseudo-Girl Shopping Experience” or “Pseudo-Girl Personal Bridal Photo Package” or even taking up “A Day Girl’s Life First Experience” again. However, maybe this time, I am considering driving up instead. Besides all that, for this new year, I hope to practice more on the feminine mannerism that I picked up from Joyce and be more watchful of how I eat, walk and sit to be more lady like. And not forgetting, I must master how to put in contact lenses easily into my eyes without all the big hoo-ha.
Last but not least, I hope to blog more and have topics that is of interests to other CrossDressers. And with that, I bid farewell to a memorable and exciting filled 2022 and eagerly looking forward to more CD conquests in 2023. Take care and Happy New Year.
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